Faith
Hugo kisses me I expected to feel a truck but no, he caresses my buttocks but I dont feel this discharge in my body like with Aaron, my underpants are always so dry I dont even wet, bbbfffff he tries to deepen the fuck but Im putting an end to it, Im a little pissed off there, I have to stop thinking about this guy and stop comparing his skills to other men because no one will ever come close to him, an obvious fact that makes me a little sad...
Se C.O.N d Hugo tries again there my anger multiplies and I shout at him
Me: (screaming with rage) but whats your problem in the end?
Hugo: why are you yelling at me, youre not going to tell me that youre already sorry
Me: let me remind you that between you and me its over and there will never be anything again
Hugo: ololoooo shes getting wild too... what did you eat to be so unpleasant??
Me: youre going to leave this apartment and never come back, otherwise Im going to cry thief
Hugo: no, but youre crazy, its me, are you hunting from here like a mess?
Me: are you going out or am I screaming?
Thiefrrrrrr
Hugo: its good its good Im leaving, I have nothing to do with a singlet like you
He opens the door and almost runs out, which really makes me laugh...
When Leila comes home in the evening I tell her what happened she called me crazy and laughed with me, even I didnt know I was capable of her...
Its been two months since we got back from Paris and frankly its not going well, I still havent found a job and its becoming very fair when it comes to money, even if Leïla helps me a lot I dont like this situation, I dont dont know if I caught malaria or what but I feel tired, I sleep all day, I dont want to eat anything since Im nauseous....
I decide to go to the hospital, its probably malaria they will give me injections and prescribe me products thats better....
I go to the hospital, I explain what I have to the doctor, he asks me when it was my last period, it was this beginning of me, they do a blood test and ask me to come back In the evening...
I was sitting in the waiting room when I was called that the doctor was going to see me.....
I was sitting in the waiting room when the nurse comes to call me that the doctor is going to see me, I get up rather relieved because I will finally find a solution to my pain....
I knock on the door and the doctor asks me in
Me: good evening doctor
Doctor: Good evening Mrs. Dassivera, are you alone?
Its a bit of a weird question, since when do you need to be accompanied when you suffer from malaria itself?
Me: its ladies and yes Im the only doctor
He seems a little embarrassed, suddenly I give him a little smile to dissipate the discomfort, smile that he returns and resumes
Doctor: sorry for the indiscretion miss, well I have your results with me, its nothing serious your nausea, and fatigue are completely normal in your situation
I look at him puzzled, he had a smile on his face which is rather weird, I dont really understand him, to tell the truth, my situation?
Me: Im not a doctor what are you talking about?
Doctor: congratulations miss you will be welcoming a new member to the family in a few months
I fall naked, maybe I dont understand what hes saying or I didnt hear well, the malaria there is blocking my brain and blocking my ears
Me: Im not your doctor, can you be more clear please?
Doctor: What Im trying to tell you is that youre pregnant.
What me ? But how is it possible? I even had my period this month, are you sure there is no mistake?
Doctor: there is no mistake miss, these results are very reliable, and for menstruation it often happens there are some women who leak blood at the beginning of their pregnancy and which is perceived as menstruation
Me: no but its not possible it cant be true, nonnnn....
I get up I see the doctor, I see his mouth moving, I guess hes talking to me but honestly, I dont hear what hes saying, I storm out of his office, I cant think, my vision is blurred, tears of anger and helplessness run down my face, I walk without knowing where Im going, there are cars and motorbikes honking, I receive a few insults in passing, which means nothing to me ...
For a single night, a single night in which I decide not to think of anything, to stop thinking about everything, I gave myself to a stranger a man I will never see again in my life and as a result I am pregnant, pregnant ....
But how am I going to manage? All alone, without work and soon without money...
I never knew my father, I always lived with my mother, we always managed on our own, I had to learn to manage very early to help my mother, I had promised myself to get married and to give a family to my children, so that they grow up with the love of their two parents not like me, its not as if I dont receive enough love from my mother but we always recent this emptiness that nothing can fill up and now history is repeating itself....
I get in a taxi towards the house, a few minutes later I get out of the taxi like an automaton, I see Leïla at the front with a rather middle-aged man in the middle of a discussion, but for the moment I have not head to his I pass them by lacing a simple hello and I go into the house without looking at them...
Leila
I was at the front chatting with my sugar daddy when I see faith coming to stop glancing at your eyes I too want to settle down am tired of sleeping alone at night without someone to hug me, reassure me when Im scared and still warm my bed at night (laughs), Ill have time to talk to you about him later
As I said we were in the middle of a discussion when I see faith arrive, her eyes were swelling it looks like she cried, I dont know what happened, she had to go to the hospital for her malaria I dont know who she met on the way or what happened to make her in this state but what is certain is that it must be serious, when she arrives at our level she just throws a hello and she leaves, she who would usually give me killer looks, she doesnt even react
I hasten to say goodbye to my "darling" and I go home to find out what is happening...
When I get home I see her sitting in the living room staring into space, I sit next to her I put my hand on hers before starting
Me: (soft tone) ehhhh baby whats wrong?
Faith: nothing goes, nothing
Me: explain to me, I dont understand
Faith: Im pregnant
Me: well...uh...co...how come? Who is he from? Dont tell me you did it with that jerk...
She cuts me off before I even had time to pronounce Hugos name
Faith: he is from Aaron
I was overwhelmed and shocked but I avoid letting anything appear to plunge her even more into disarray
Me: what are you going to do?
Faith: there is nothing to do, I will keep him, raise him alone and make sure he can have everything he deserves
Me: its the best decision you can make, Im here and well manage this together, dont forget that Ill always be there for you
Tears bead her face and she takes me in her arms, we embrace for several minutes before loosening the embrace...
Me: Im going to become auntie wèè (by dancing)
Faith: its easy to tell when its not you who will have morning sickness, grow like a whale and spend sleepless nights (laughs)
Me: kiakiakiaaa its the advantage of being an aunt, you only benefit from the positive side
Count on me to turn him into a little devil, two of us are really going to give head words hahahahaa
Faith: sorry, dont say that next to me and hell hear, at the mere thought of that I already have headaches, sorry I cant stand two Leïla I risk dying before the hour
Me: hahahahaa, well get ready dear its coming soon
And if things go well he will have an uncle cake when he is born, hihihiiii
Faith: speaking of who is the man I saw you with when I arrived
Me: chuiiiipppp the girl here despite the fact that you were crying you were analyzing what was happening around you
Faith: even when we cry we see, besides I was not crying
Me: yes thats it...
Getting back on topic, hes my boyfriend.
Faith: what? He must be twice your age
Me: hey hes not that old hes in his 40s
Faith: But are you sure hes serious? He must have a wife and children who will be almost our age.
Me: yes but dont worry hes a good guy and I like him, he wants to take me as his second wife
Faith: but his second is what you want for yourself?
Me: you know me too I want to have my share of happiness, Im tired of being empty balls for boys, I also want to start my family, have children too, I dont want to end up old girl and alone
Faith: you know we still have time to find the man of our life and start our family, its never too late and I know that one day well be as happy in our turn and dont worry even at 50 years you will not be a spinster
If youre sure of what youre doing you know Ill always have your back, but promise me youll be careful, I dont want him to make you cry, or hurt your little heart
Me: I promise Ill take care of myself
Faith: You better because if he does something to you Ill drink it, you dont want to come see me in prison do you?
Me: of course not, plus people of my rank dont have to go to these kind of places so Ill be careful then (laughs)
Faith: ah yes thats it, the star
We are all laughing, I really love this girl she has so much strength and courage in her, despite all her problems she always finds time to worry about me....