Safeeyas pov
"mama Its not like that" humaid was busy trying to explain something to his mum. Right now we were in her house where we came to pay her a visit.
"Then what is it then?" His mum asked.
"Well mama, I just want to be financially stable first" he said while I continued chopping the veggies which Adda Nazira had asked me to.
"Daughter!" Mama called upon me.
"Yes mama" I say dropping the veggies on the center table as I walked over to her and sat on the floor.
"I want you to Tell me something, and I want you to be real" she had the look in which she had on the very first day she asked for my consent to marry humaid .
"Yes mama, what is it?" I quired.
" Why are you and humaid still childless?. as a matter of fact you guys have been married for two years now with no news of a child and I am very sure that he has touched you before so I am very confused as to why you havent conceived yet? " Mama looked quit stressed as she spoke.
" I dont know mama, even I myself is confuse" I say sincerely.
"Okay daughter, but feel free to tell me if there is any complication regarding your health or his " she eyed humaid who looked down to the ground in shame.
"Ok Mama,I will" I say.
"You may return to your chore,where is Nazira?" She scanned the house with her eyes.
"Nazira has gone to pick up Asad from his baby-sitter" I say standing up on my feet.
"Oh,that naughty boy" Mama Chuckled.
" Do you know that Asad broke my phone ?"She said.
" Oh my God, which are you using now?" I asked.
" Nazira bought me another one " she said.
" Ahh thats better" I say walking over to the couch where i sat and Continued my chore.
" Daughter," she called again.
" Yes" I answered .
" those veggies? Make sure you cut them in Big Sizes " mama said and I nodded and continued my chore while she and humaid talked.
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"Why didnt you tell mama about your barrenness?" Humaid said while we were in his car and on our way back home.
"But I am not barren" I say, sincerely I am not barren, I didnt just see my menstrual flow early and my grandmother had once told me that it would be hard for me to get pregnant.
"Hmm. But all the signs had proven that you are. Even the doctor said you will find it hard to get pregnant" He said taking a turn into our street.
" Like you said, the doctor said I will find it hard. he didnt say barren " I say.
" Okay okay,insha Allah ( By Gods Grace) I pray we will have our kids soon " he smiled.
" Ameen" I muttered feeling a little annoyed which didnt Go unnoticed by him.
" You know I love you right?" He asked and I nodded.
"Dont be offended by what I said,I just didnt like the fact that you didnt tell mama about your health condition I just dont want her finding out from someone else. it will make her lose trust in you and I dont want that" he said placing his hand on mine which was resting on the cup holder next to the drivers sit .
"I understand" I say, humaid always cared about my dignity and I loved that.
"Thank you my baby" he pecked my cheeks as we parked infront of our house.
"Damn! The power is out" he says as we hopped out of the car , this was always the problem with our neighborhood. though it was beautiful and peaceful but The problem was power outage.
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