1 a.m., the underground garage lights are dim. Elizabeth stands behind a square pillar, wearing a yellow long-sleeved T-shirt with the most popular slim jeans of the moment. She has Bluetooth earphones in her ears, and the latest single "Tired" by the current super popular strength and idol star William is coming from the earphones, "Over the years, unspeakable sadness, I want to let time come back and go through the past again, will it be better than now? These days, unspeakable fatigue..."
The deep voice comes into Elizabeths ears, making her feel unspeakable sadness. In fact, she has never been a fan before this song, and she has never paid attention to William before this song. But one day, after hearing this song in a coffee shop, she seriously remembered the lyrics and went home to search for this song and the person who sang it.
Later, by chance, she heard that William lived in the same community as her. Although the community where she lived was okay, it was definitely not a high-end community, so Elizabeth didnt really hope for it. But even so, she would stand in the underground garage when she was free, thinking that maybe one day he would really appear here.
He did appear, and Elizabeth has seen him many times here, but she has never shown up. She just stood behind the pillar, watching him get out of the car, slam the door, and then walk towards the elevator. She found that he was different from the screen. He was not as sunny and cheerful as he was on the screen. There was always melancholy, loneliness, and something she couldnt understand in his eyes, just like the song "Tired", which made her feel inexplicably sad. She has also listened to Williams previous albums. Although they are all very good, none of them can be as entangled as this one.
"..." Hearing the sound of a car coming to the garage, Elizabeth looked up and saw the familiar car, but when the car got closer, she found that the driver was not William, but a man around 30 years old. The man got out of the car, tall and slender, wearing glasses with gold rims, and dressed in a decent suit. He looked like a smart and capable person.
Then the man helped another person out of the car. This person was just wearing a white shirt with a slim fashion trouser, but with his clothes hanger figure, it is estimated that even if he wears casual clothes, he will have a different temperament. Elizabeth saw clearly that this person was William, but he seemed to be drunk.
"William, Ill take you upstairs," the man said to William. The mans name is David, and he is Williams agent.
"No, you go back first," William said, although he was drunk, but he still tried to maintain sobriety.
"Okay, call me when you get home. Ill pick you up for the notice tomorrow morning," David said, but he was still worried. He left with a frown, but he understood Williams character. After David left, William did not leave immediately, but stood by the car door, seemingly trying to slow down. A few minutes later, William still maintained that posture. Elizabeth looked at the side and guessed that William was really drunk. She worried that he would not fall asleep like this! But before she started thinking more, William squatted down and started vomiting on the side. Elizabeth looked at it, and when he vomited almost the same, she couldnt help but come out.
"Here, for you, rinse your mouth," Elizabeth said, handing a bottle of drink to William. Although it was drunk, she couldnt buy another bottle at this time and place.
William looked up at Elizabeth, his eyes were scattered and obviously not clear-minded, but he still took the drink, opened it, took a sip, and spat it out. After repeating it a few times, Elizabeth took out a tissue and handed it to him. Elizabeth didnt speak, and William didnt say anything. He took the tissue obediently and wiped his mouth.
"Are you okay?" Looking at the obviously unclear person, Elizabeth asked. This close contact was the first time. Elizabeth has never been to Williams live concert, at most she has only seen it on TV, and more she just listens to his songs. She is not to William, it cant be said to be worship, nor can it be said to be like or love. Elizabeth herself is not clear, what is the entanglement to William for her.
"Orange, dont marry him, why dont you love me, we have known each other for so many years, why did he take you away in such a short time..." William suddenly hugged Elizabeth and kept talking in his mouth. Although he said it was not very clear, Elizabeth understood it. No wonder he is always unhappy, it turns out that he loves the person he shouldnt love? Williams vulnerability made Elizabeth feel distressed, so she also hugged him gently and patted him on the back with her hand.
William was quiet and let Elizabeth comfort him, but for some reason, William suddenly moved his head away from Elizabeths shoulder, and then unexpectedly kissed Elizabeths lips. Elizabeth subconsciously wanted to push him away.
"Please..." Although she knew that William was not talking to her, the almost desperate look in Williams eyes still made Elizabeth stop, let him kiss, and Elizabeth did not close her eyes. Although the close distance could not see another persons face clearly.
Williams breathing became more and more heavy, and the kiss became more and more domineering and full of looting, and Elizabeth knew that if she did not push away, what would happen next. But thinking of Williams so vulnerable and desperate eyes, she suddenly became afraid. If she pushed him away, would he really collapse?
While Elizabeth was thinking, William had already opened the back door of the car, pushed Elizabeth in, then sat in himself, closed the door, and pressed Elizabeth on the seat, and kissed again. This time it was more in-depth than before, and his hands were no longer well-behaved. One hand was holding Elizabeths head to make the two people closer, and one hand had reached in from the bottom of the T-shirt.
Elizabeth was stunned. After all, she was only 18 years old, and her family education had always been strict. Even if she knew about these things, she had never really faced them. William was close to her, and it can be said that he was pressing on her. She could clearly hear the desire in his breath, and she could also clearly feel the change under his body.
Push away? Dont push away? Can she push it open after all?
"William!" Elizabeth tried to call Williams name, and there was obvious panic in the tone.
"Be obedient, be good." Perhaps feeling the fear of the person under him, William said soothingly. However, Elizabeth looked at his half-closed eyes and knew that he was not sober at all, but listening to his gentle tone, thinking of his injured expression again, Elizabeth gave up the last struggle and let him do whatever he wanted. But she felt a little sad in her heart, because Elizabeth was very clear that at this moment, William must have regarded her as another person.
Elizabeth closed her eyes and felt William leave her lips and come to tease the root of her ear. Even the whole earlobe was included in her mouth. Elizabeth felt her body shiver, and Williams lips slid down from her neck. Probably feeling the obstruction, she lifted Elizabeths T-shirt and pulled it off from her head.
He licked and kissed her collarbone, sucking hard, and one hand was still exploring Elizabeths body... The narrow space was filled with the breath of desire, and the clothes were scattered in the car. William, who was naked, curled up on the not spacious car seat, hugging Elizabeth, who was also naked, in his arms.
Elizabeth looked at the man in front of her, and his face was very peaceful when he fell asleep, even with a slight arc at the corner of his mouth. If all this is just a good dream for you, but it can make you who are on the verge of collapse sleep so peacefully, is it worth it? Elizabeth thought bitterly.
Elizabeth looked at the man very seriously and carefully, then took out her mobile phone and took a few photos. Maybe this is the only opportunity, and there will be no chance to get close in the future, so she wants to remember and collect it well.
Carefully picked up her own clothes, at this time she did not have the courage to face William who woke up, fortunately, he slept deeply because of drunkenness, so she knew that Elizabeth had finished dressing, opened the door, and did not wake up. Elizabeth took out her mobile phone from her trouser pocket, looked at it, and it was already 2 a.m. She looked at the dim light in the garage, fortunately, it was this time, otherwise, if someone found out, it would be really over.
Looking at the mess in the car, and the traces left on the car seat, Elizabeth finally closed the car door quietly and left without doing anything. Maybe for him, its just a dream, but she cant really be a substitute for another person in his dream, even if she knows that William will be disappointed when he wakes up, but she still hopes that there will be her existence in his heart, even if that existence is so illusory.
Picked up the Bluetooth earphone that was thrown on the ground and put it on. The familiar melody is still playing on repeat. She knows that it is the song William wrote for the woman in his heart, and a burst of sadness welled up in her heart.
Elizabeths parents do the building materials business. The business is not big, but they often run around, and its good to be at home for half a year. However, it is because of this reason that Elizabeth can often appear in the underground garage in the middle of the night.
Elizabeth is 18 years old and is studying at a music art academy in New York. She is very talented in music, so her parents are also very supportive. New York is a city with a developed entertainment industry, and the Starlight Entertainment Group where William is located is in the golden section of New York, of course, there are several other entertainment companies in New York. Although the strength is not as good as Starlight Entertainment, there are also some small famous artists under them.
Looking back again, Elizabeth knows that she cant tell anyone about tonights affairs. This must be a secret of her own life. She knows that this is not right, but she is not regretful now. If it was just an inexplicable entanglement at first, then now it is engraved in her memory.
Due to the reason that her parents are often not at home, Elizabeth, who is only 18 years old, is much more mature than her peers. She makes decisions on many things by herself, is independent and strong, and at the same time loses the impulse that she should have at this age. I dont know whether its good or not, so she has always been watching William from the side before, so she thinks that as long as she can occasionally watch him from the side in the future, it will be good, but Elizabeth doesnt know that she will lose this opportunity soon.