A thousand waves of turmoil, ten thousand kinds of frustrations, yet the affection never changed, a lifetime of entanglement, a single thought turning into disaster, still insisting on repeating mistakes...
No matter how others disgusted her, no matter how the world bullied her, she remained resolute, "But I love you, I just love you..."
His rationality was in control, his blood was coagulating, "Love? Do you understand what love is? You cant force me to love you just because you love me..."
Her obsession was too deep, etched into her very bones. He gnashed his teeth in utter disgust, her eyes always filled with deep affection, his gaze sharp as the devils, "Rain Zhou, get out of my sight, you truly repel me..."
Rain Zhou was found and brought back to the Zhou Family by Ian Zhou ten years ago.
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"Rain Zhou, do you know what youre doing?" Ian Zhou looked at her coldly, while Rain Zhou looked back at him with determination. His reaction made her feel heartbroken. Ian Zhous eyes widened in disbelief at the scene that greeted him upon waking: Rain Zhou in bed, her body covered with the marks he had left.
Rain Zhou looked at his angry expression, feeling a mix of emotions. Her face was streaked with tears, "I..." Ian Zhous fury made it clear just how angry he was, but she did not regret her actions.
Ian Zhou could hardly believe that Rain Zhou harbored such feelings for him. Without a word, she looked at his angry face, unafraid, for she had only one goal now: to have him. She sought his lips and kissed him forcefully.
Ian Zhou could not stop her and slapped her hard, leaving Rain Zhou dazed and face in utter surprise, her voice choked with sorrow, "You, you, you hit me?" He had never struck her before, but today he had...
Ian Zhou did not respond, only looked at her angrily, but after staring at him for a moment, Rain Zhou suddenly clenched her teeth and once again recklessly grabbed his arm and threw herself at his waist.
Ian Zhou looked at her with disappointment, forcefully pulling Rain Zhou off of him, the coldness in his eyes causing Rain Zhou to tremble inexplicably. The spring dream of last night had been real!
Waking up, Ian Zhou felt not only anger but also frustration. Looking at her youthful face, he could not understand how she could have done such a thing. She was twelve years younger than him, and she had only just started her first year of college, with such a promising future ahead. Yet, she had fallen for him, confessed her feelings, and when that failed, drugged him, which he had fallen for.
Rain Zhou was not awakened by the slap; she felt she truly could not help it. How could she watch him be with someone else? Even if the whole world was against them being together, she would not give up.
Why was he so surprised? She liked him, she depended on him so much, she loved him so much; he should have known. They were just together now; why was he so angry? Was there something wrong with her? Was she not as good as his fiancée? Did he not appreciate the efforts she had made to be with him? How could he just negate her like this? She just wanted to give the best of herself to him.
Ian Zhou looked at her unceasing tears, the pain from his bitten lip, and the blood at the corner of her mouth, finding it all too glaring.
Ian Zhou looked at her coldly, "Ill say it again, its impossible between us, never going to happen. What youve done will destroy both of us." In fact, hadnt she already destroyed them?
Rain Zhou bit her lip tightly, disregarding the blood at the corner, her eyes blurred with tears, and she shouted, "Why? Why not, I love you, you have feelings for me too, why not?" She clearly felt it; she sensed his difference towards her, how he wouldnt treat other women as he did her. In the eyes of others, he was a cold person, but not in her heart. He had given her warmth, given her something she could never get from anyone else.
Ian Zhou frowned tightly, looking at her stubbornness, "Who said I have feelings for you? Rain Zhou, listen well, yes, I do have feelings for you, but thats just treating you as a child. Im just doing what I should do, not what you think it is." He looked at her angrily.